Well, this morning I don't know what made me do it, but I decided to get weighed, and I'm up 2lbs from


I am so bummed, am actually near to tears and so angry and frustrated with myself.
I know it could be water retention from sodium, but I'm scared it isn't and Friday's weigh in was a fluke. Why was I so stupid as to get weighed today, I know weighing more than once a week doesn't help me!
And you know what, now I will have to weigh again tomorrow in the hope that the number is going back down, and that really sucks, because I'm already dreading my reaction if it isn't.


