I made two loaves and thankfully, gave a loaf to a friend so I won't be tempted -- but I ate too much bread. I know I did, and I knew I was while I was eating it. *sigh* I was planning one small slice with my soup (reasonable, right?) Yeah, I had like 4 slices.
I just cannot reasonably eat carbs yet (other than beans and such which are not a trigger).
I feel bad, but I need to write about it because what typically would happen in previous weight loss attempts, is that I would "make up for" the binge by starving myself the next day or whatever -- and I absolutely CANNOT get into that cycle.
I already jogged a mile today so I am going to do two more miles tonight (walking dvd) and start fresh tomorrow ON PLAN.
No binging,
No starving.
No beating myself up about it. I didn't "undo" everything.
Back on that horse...
*sigh* Just wanted to be accountable and let it out. Thanks for listening.



