I weighed myself on Friday. 189.6 - so, TOM brought a .6 pound gain. I am not worried about that at all. Today is my final weigh-in with the Biggest Loser Challenge. So, I had to weigh again this morning - 188.8 (there's my "all eights" that I wanted for weigh in on 08/08/08...haha!). So, from here on out - I'll only have to weigh in once a week. Although I'm normally a daily weigher. I know some people pooh on the idea of weighing daily, but it helps me to keep in check and gives me motivation!
I am in full-fledged "blah" mode today. I have been at my parents for the past 2 weeks with my kiddos. Yesterday, I had to come back home (home for us is at my in-laws house. And it SUCKS!). Don't get me wrong, I missed my husband (he had to stay here at the in-laws in Oklahoma to work while I went to my parents in Missouri). I am so ready to get out of this house!!!! We've lived with them since October. My husband had gotten laid off from his job and we had zero income. We fell into big debt and have been trying so hard to pull ourselves out from it. There are days that it just feels hopeless - and today is one of those days. My in-laws always give us grief about anything we put into our mouths - no matter how small. At birthdays if we have a piece of birthday cake, it's always "you better watch it, you don't want to put that weight on again"...... my mother in law is a diabetic - but she ALWAYS feels the need to make desserts that typically consist of cake and chocolate. My parents house is so different. My mother is doing weigh watchers - so she makes the best meals that are SO good for you. Always veggies, salads, fruit, lean meats.... I LOVE to cook and I miss having my own kitchen to do it in. I don't cook all the time here because about the time I'd go to cook something, the mother in law is in the kitchen cooking or telling me to not turn the stove on because it will heat up the house......... it just sucks.........
I didn't mean to rant and rave on here. I have already had 2 brownies this morning that my MIL made. I am totally emotionally eating. And I know it. I am in a funk big time.....
It will get better though...... always does.
I hope the rest of you have a great day!!!!
