I don’t know why I feel so down! It’s not TOM had that week ago. I’m house sitting at a house for a week. Last night was my second night. This is the house I lived in for there months two months ago. I first came to CA and to this house as a victim of abuse. Five months later, I’m doing great. I got counseling, starting eating healthy and have lost 20 pounds. I have a lot going for me, great job, great car, great friends, and moving into a new place in a week. I don’t know if it’s because I’m staying at the place that was a refuge for me when I was with complete hopelessness or what. Last night I was there by myself and all I wanted to do was eat. I didn’t go overboard just ate a little bit more than my normal portions and didn’t go workout like I had planned.
I have my workout stuff in the car and will work out before I go to the house. My eating has been fine today. I still just “feel” bad. It may be loneliness , shoot I guess it could be a lot of things.
It's like one minute I feel happy about what I've been through and over come but other times (like this) I feel down.
Thanks for taking the time to read my venting.