I was here about a year ago -- I couldn't find my old posts to see how honest I was, so I'm going on just a general idea of how I was versus how I am now.
I think I was about 340 last year when I started 3FC. I had been struggling for a long time to quit smoking because I knew, once I did that, there would be no excuses and I would have to tackle the weight.
I quit smoking, for a few weeks, but started back up again because I just couldn't deal with losing the weight yet, I suppose.
In January, something flipped on inside of me, and I finally knew that I knew that I knew that I didn't have to be fat any more. Because it was something that didn't serve me physically, emotionally, or spiritually.
I had gone to OA for several months, and when I worked the third step (turning your will and your life over to God) everything changed. (Including my going to OA, actually).
Everything has been going exceptionally well, actually, but the past few days have been really low energy for me, and I've been dragging around.
For some reason, I thought of 3FC, so here I came, and, having just posted a "hi, again" post, I suddenly want to go walk, so I think I will.
I have a lot of weight to lose. It's going to take me a long time, I have no illusions of that. I have a **lot** to learn.
But oddly enough, I'm not making goals in terms of weight. My goals seem to be in line with, "I can't wait til I can go kayaking," or "I can't wait til I can play softball."
And then there are the clothes. I am longing for clothes again, which is something I haven't experienced in a long, long time.
I weigh once a month because I'm *trying* to make the journey more about the education of good, healthy food and good, healthy exercise more important.
In January, I weighed 335.4 lbs. As of March 5, I was 325.2 lbs, for a total of 10.2 lbs gone plus kicking that smoking thing.
So I've begun.
As I previewed it, I saw my ticker from last year. How fabulous is that.

Please keep posting!
and thanks for the welcome!