Recently I started having nightmares about my weight. At night I would lay in bed feeling sick and scared. I was always very active, and I knew I hadnt experienced any health reprocussions from my excess weight because of my years of being fit. (Well I really did not know, since I hadnt been to the doctor in YEARS - again everything else being more urgent - that and lack of health insurance.) My husband, who is in nursing school, took a nutrition class. He would tell me over and over that we had to change our lifestyle. But he's not an initiator - I play that role in the family.
When my DH came home from the dr's with a prescription for high cholesteral, I knew it was time. I started on a low fat, calorie counting diet at the end of December. (I am following the Alli plan. The meal plans are fantastic. The pill is just a little assist.) And, I went to the doctor and got a full physical. I'm healthy as a horse! What a weight off my mind. Too bad I'm big as a horse too. heheh
I'm soooo happy! My energy level is huge. I eat 5 meals a day and am losing weight (who would have thought this was possible?) My husband has lost 10 lbs just by eating the dinners I fix (damn men). Even with a wonderful 20 lb weight loss it is hard to face I have another 75 to go. But I know I will get there. I changed. I will never go back to eating the way I did (boxed food and restaurants).
So that's my story. I'm looking forward to being part of the board and sharing the journey. "Shared joy is double joy. Shared sorrow is half sorrow."
I'm glad you've come out of "lurkdom" to join us. 
