I have an appointment tomorrow morning to have a body fat test. It's just a skinfold measurement, because no one in town offers hydrostatic weighing.
I'm nervous about it. This makes no sense: I've had one done before so I know they don't hurt, for crying out loud. I also know that it's just a number, and one that can contain a lot of measurement error at that.
I think I'm nervous that the test will tell me I have a really long way to go before I reach my goal, or worse yet that my goal is unrealistic. I feel like I've done everything that I can. I can't exercise much more or at greater intensity w/out risking a flare-up of my bum hip. My diet is about as clean as it can get without becoming overly restricted and consuming (ha ha) my social life, and I know from experience that this is just asking for a relapse.
The only thing I can really change is how long I've been at the new lifestyle. And although I know in my head that these things take time blah blah patience is a virtue blah blah delayed gratification blah blah, I want to be there NOW. (Stamping foot like a two-year old.)
OK, I'm done. Thanks for "listening."
Will report tomorrow, good news or bad.
Kim


April. How embarrassing for me if there hasn't been a significant change.
Hopefully we both will skate through this with results that we feel good about as well as healthy expectations. If mine look pathetic then I'll blame it on all of those August birthdays we had last weekend.
Well, like Mel pointed out, it's not stamped on our foreheads and honestly I like what I'm seeing in the mirror more than what was there over the winter so that has to count for something. 

