Today was one of those days. I wasn't particularly hungry, I ate the same breakfast as usual and one of my "normal" lunches. All was well. I still had 19 points left to play with at dinner, and since it's Wednesday (busy night for us) I was figuring on stopping to get a couple pizzas to bring home for dinner. No problem. The problem comes in before that.....
I got home from work at about 3:30, and was feeling the munchies, so I had an apple with a tablespoon of reduced fat peanut butter. YUM! Still had 16 points left...more than enough. Then DS came home and threw a frozen pizza in the oven to tie him over until our 8-8:30 p.m. dinner. I was doing fine, not hungry at all! Did that stop me? NOPE! I had a piece of his pizza anyway. What's up with that? I wasn't even hungry! Fast forward about an hour and I had to leave to pick up DD and transport her to dance. She had left a bag of low fat butter cookies in my car this morning when I dropped her at school. I SWEAR they were callin my name! I ate the whole stinking ziplock bag of them!!!! Again, not hungry, but wanted them badly enough to eat them. Crap....down to 8 points for dinner....looks like I'll have to WATCH them eat pizza while I fill up on just the salad we were going to have along side it. Fast forward another 2 hours and DH calls my cell phone and tells me not to pick up pizza, he's cooking dinner. I stressed that he really needed to make sure he made a salad to go with whatever he fixed.
Bless his heart, I got home and he tried a "new" recipe that he got from one of his co-workers....Taco Soup. It looked lean and healthy, so I had a cup of it along side my salad, then hopped on the computer to use the recipe builder. Much to my surprise, the soup was only 3 points per cup!!! Add a point for the salad dressing, and I still have 4 points left for the day!
Here I was, sulking for doing this to myself and trying to figure out how it happened as I haven't done any mindless eating like that in about 8 months, and all is well. I guess this really is a lifestyle change. I was sure I blew it and would really have to put in a heavy workout tonight to help balance it out a little bit, but I'm fine, points to spare!
Thanks for listening to me ramble, I think I just needed to talk about it for a few minutes!

I felt like a bat with no sonar. I chose the lemon pepper fish, turnip greens, green beans and a salad.