Okay I finally decided to share this. I lost the first 10 lbs of my healthy dieting, and with that the bridesmaid dress I have to wear on the 17th fits! It didnt before. The other girls were talking about going up a size, and then because I lost the 10 lbs I am the only one who didn't have to go up a size or get the dress let out. So it is definitely a victory for me, to be the smallest. Yes I'm a little competitive in that area. But anyway, yay. I was definitely needing something to help me not be so insecure while standing in front of all those people!