Phase 1 Day 1...AGAIN...:)
Hello IP friends! This morning I made the dreaded decision to go back on Phase 1 for a week and loose (hopefully) 5 lbs. I have been maintaining since December and range on any given day 135-137. I have only done a handful of phase 1 days since maintaining and have followed phase 4 pretty well except the last few weeks I have been indulging in alcohol on the weekends at random celebrations...I swear it can put weight on me faster than anything else. Anyhow, the scale tipped 141 this morning and I knew that it was time to get real before things potentially got out of control. I am very close to TOM and last month I gained 5 lbs before and was back down after but my clothes feel tighter right now. Anyone else feel like their clothes are tighter too before TOM? I lost 30lbs with IP and have so enjoyed wearing my old clothes and shopping for new ones...which I hated to do before the loss. I, like many others, struggled mentally with phase 1 and felt awful most days...super anxious, depressed, and overwhelmed so the thought of going at it again makes me nervous in anticipation. However, I know the feeling of success is a great motivator and support on here is key. I am trying to frame my focus and set my intent to be positive which probably means that I will have to look after myself and notice my limits (perhaps not going out with friends for a few days until I solid, heading to bed early, etc). It will also probably mean Looking forward to spending some extra time with everyone on here this next week...or two if necessary. Anyhow, I lost 30lbs and really believe in IP provided you are committed and determined to stick it out for the long haul. I know this is going to be a rough go but losing 10 would be worse, and so forth. Here's to having a great week!
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