flash backs from my past, teaching moment
i made this other thread about my family needing to gain, while i'm losing weight. they are fine, we're just concerned is all. just a few lbs. so this past week i've been feeding the kids more often. snacks-pb, dried fruit, nuts. calorie dense food, that i try to stay away from or limit.
so anyway i was thinking recently how much i feel like i'm back in my post baby body. really just a few more pounds to lose. if i had only known what i know now! so anyway i appreciate my body so much more on the way down.
now tonight combine those thoughts of gosh this is hard! everytime they have a snack, i want one too! 'hand smacks forehead' of course. this is what happened when they were toddlers. well part of it. so! now i have a plan.
earlier today i posted about getting for ex, nuts and cheese i don't like. so i'm going to do that. and think about, look thru a few cookbooks about other ideas. including getting a crock pot asap. part of my success is from staying OUT of the kitchen.
i was just talking today about our past mistakes teach us so much. so i guess it was my turn lol. if i can't find a way to make this work. i'll have to just maintain for awhile, but i think i can do it.
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