Issmee, I know what you are going through. I used to purge everytime I ate. To me eating anything was a binge. I did this for several years when I was younger. I stopped when I ended up in the hospital with a very bad case of Mono. They treated my body but not my mind. I started purging again about 5 years ago, for me it is a coping mechanism. When I get really stressed I purged. Long story short, it took psychologist to talk to, psychiatrist for medication (which DID help me to stop purging) and dietician to help learn to eat healthy. I did all this for about 6 months and then stopped everything, even though I should have continued (which if you read any of the other threads, you can see why),...BUT I do NOT purge anymore.

I have other issues, but at least purging is not one of them at this time. What I am trying to say is do not be afraid to ask for help. There are alot of people out there who can help you. Purging WILL take a toll on your body and your mind. I know. Ask for help or at leat keep posting here so you can get some support, that is what we are here for. Take Care of yourself OK.