April 1st eh? One month down!
March was a pretty intense month guys. Dealing with the stress of weight loss, not working, trying to find my place in the world. At times is was just too much. But I learned so much about myself and lost weight. More than I ever have in my life.
I've awakened a new more confident, sexy, and open self. More like "released" than "awakened". It's always been there I just never let it out. In March I had passion, I danced, I sang! Will April bring me love?? Cross your fingers ladies! I reconnected with an old crush last week and i'm absolutely smitten, again.
I'm so stoked about April I can't even explain it. I know there will be downfalls. The weight loss will slow, or I'll loose motivation some days but I know I will meet my goals. I won't forget how happy I feel to be acheiving something I've wanted my whole life and becoming who i think I truly am. It's about so much more than looking good, it's about feeling good and that's what i'm most excited about.
My back pain is gone, knee pain gone, and the fear that my family's medical problems will soon effect me is gone as well. it feels good to be in control.
i'm rambling, but i was wondering, what is everyone most looking forward to in waking up tomorrow and starting a fresh new month?
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