Hi Everyone

My name is Lyndsey, I'm 23 from Ontario Canada and REALLY glad I found this board.
As of yesterday morning I have started a 'New life' as I like to call it, since I hate the word diet. I'm following the Weight Watchers program which I did back in 2001, but this time I am doing it myself at home with all the books, just without going to meetings. I've been chubby my whole life, (except when I was 15 and the Atkins diet did wonders for me) but I didn't keep it off and I've grown to realize I can't live without carbs LOL
I'm a size 14-16 but weigh about 40-50 pounds more than I look, or so many people are telling me, which is very frustrating and depressing. According to the weight watchers book I should lose 90 pounds but my goal is 75. (I do have a 38F chest that I'm giving a few pounds to.)
I'm also starting a 'New Life' because I have a hernia in my stomach that I may need to have surgery on in the upcoming months. Taking off extra weigh is going to be recommended so why not give it a head start right? I'm sure it'll be tough but well worth it down the road.
Anyways, I am sorry to ramble but glad to be here.