Good Afternoon Girls
Angie there is no way you are a joke. You are just having a rough time like we all do sometimes. You will get through it. I know spring time is going to help you so much. I remember last August and you put up a picture of your yard and it looked so nice. You will soon be busy with that too, also burning calories while you are doing it. I know with your line of work you are tempted all the time. You are strong and can get back to the 140's. I try not to eat anything after supper. Just water. Do you think you could challenge yourself do that? Btw I did not go to the party last night. Hus and the kids went and they sent me a huge piece of cherry cake home. It smelled so good. But I put it with my husbands work stuff and said get it the **** out of this house! They ordered from pizza hut at the party and last night when I walked in the bedroom to go to sleep he was sleeping and the whole room stunk like garlic, I woke him up and said what are you trying to do keep vampires away with that breath of yours. Its as bad as alcohol breath! Hahahahaha!!!!!
Kempy I know we have to work on communicating. I am kind of having a hard time right now with my anxiety issues. Blah.....I wish they would just go away. I know it has stuff to do with our marriage. But anyway I don't want to bring you guys all down with that stuff.
Noelle and Jacks are you girls busy in paradise? We miss ya....check in when you have sometime.
Well hus took my little guy to the dentist, that is going to be a nightmare apptointment and then they are going to get their hair cut together. He won't be happy when he gets home but I think they are going to make a quick stop at the toy store if he is a good boy. My poor baby.
I sure to hope we can keep this thread going and welcome SuzyQ. These girls are like my sisters! Julie


How can something that tastes so good make your breathe smell so bad? haha
. Sorry I've been so flaky this past week--I don't think I've ever been away from the thread this long while I'm still here (not away on vacation)...I've been lurking some and it's been really busy here so I didn't have much time, nor the heart to post. I've missed you guys a lot, just too darn lazy and wallowing in my own self-pity to sit down and chat--although that's the time I need you guys most. I've been really bad with the food, indulging myself with the sweets, mostly chocolate candy bars (Reesesticks are evil
) and the fat (fast) food. Angie, I know where you're at because I'm there too!!! I would've blamed this bad eating streak on PMS but it still isn't that TOM, I'm over a week late! I know this would seem like a good thing considering I'm all for another little one, but I took 2 tests and both are negative. I think I'm just stressing myself out with work, resulting in the bad eating, gaining the weight back, feeling like cr@p and the vicious cycle goes on and on... sorry to go on and on with all this negativity but I'm glad I have you guys to vent to.
. You were asking about how we get along so well with our hubbys? Well in my experience, Rick and I have our shares of really great highs, and some way down lows. There are days when I have this unfathomable loathing toward him (usually when he starts drinking), but deep down I know he's a wonderful guy and I love him despite all our differences. I have to remember those "Christian" thoughts of, hate the sin but love the sinner (yadda yadda yadda). I'm with Kempy when it comes to open communication. If something's bothering me believe me when I say I hold nothing back, nothing--just call me dragon lady
. We're a friendly bunch and hope to get to know you better. I think we all share similar issues regarding family and weight, as some of the girls have said, we're like sisters here.
). Anyway, looking forward to American Idol again tonight...GO JASMINE AND CAMILLE
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Anyway, I am feeling lots better.

It's another busy morning here and I think the phone has sprouted roots and attached itself to my ear
. I am in a better frame of mind today, TOM finally made an appearance today so that's a relief!!! I know, I know, more info than you wanted to know but you're my gurlz right?