Feeling really bloated and blurk this morning!! Can't believe I blew it all in one evening!!
Back on track today though.
Knocking off early this afternoon to prepare for tomorrows fun and games!! I kinda think after tomorrow I should be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel. All I'll have to do then is move what is left to the new place!
Phone, power and water is all sorted - did that yesterday. Worse case scenario, I'll be without 'net access for next weekend...but I am working hard to avoid that!!!
Emotional-eater?? Me???? Now why would you suggest that Ani??? Yeah I am bad for it! I thought I had beaten it earlier this year when I was so undercontrol with my eating - apparently not! I am really disappointed with myself today, I had done pretty well with the food intake for the last three days and I screwed all that work up in one evening!!
If I go back to 90kgs plus, I think I will be feeling suicidal!!! I think I have that in check though - I am really trying to maintain at around the 82kg (30kg lost) mark. If I can at least manage that for the rest of this year I'll be happy. I know if I still have weight to lose by new year that will be my new years resolution - as it was this year and I lost 30kg! I am wondering if that is what my mind is leaning toward and maybe that is why my mental strength is not with me on this right now???
Am I making excuses for myself???
Ani, I am also worried about my level of activity now too. My new job is sitting all day in front of a computer screen, where as my last job did involve moving about and lugging huge files around often. When I was doing my step-ups regularly in the evening I felt better and I was sleeping better too. When do you do your sit-ups?? Would you benefit by getting an exercise bike or treadmill or something on which you can exercise in the evening while watching TV or something?? When I am out of this place and settled in my new place, I will be doing my step-ups reguarly again while watching the news or something! Right now, to watch TV I feel guilty as I should be packing or cleaning or moving
Alright...enough dribble from me, I no doubt you are all trying to wake up and I am probably boring you all back to sleep again
I'll post again this evening!