I wasn't on at all yesterday. I'm sorry to see some of you discouraged...Diane, I can definately relate to where you are coming from. I did Jenny Craig about 4 years ago and had a huge loss of 80 pounds. After that initial loss, it was so hard to lose to get to my actual "set" goal. Therefore, I never went on maintenance and slowly gained my weight back. The lowest I got to was a size 8, and I still wasn't happy. So I quit the program. Here I am starting all over again. It's so easy to lose on a program when you first start and it get's so much harder the less you weigh. The less you weigh, the less calories you burn. Just don't take how far you have come for granted! The biggest struggle with losing weight is in your head. I have a big problem with basing my self worth on my weight, I get depressed about it, and then I eat. I guess it's just a matter of perspective. Either way, I'll be here for your support whether you're on LAWL or not. You just need to get through this rough time, and then you'll be fine. Even if I mess up, I treat each meal (or snack) as another fresh start.
Anyway, having said all of that, I missed my visit to LAWL on Wednesday, I skipped yesterday, so I'll go tonight. Hopefully, I've lost some more. I've been pretty hungry this week, so I've ate a bit over program.
I've also missed a day of excercise.
I hope you all are feeling better today and more motivated.
Talk to you later,
Jenni

