Okay, accountability time ...
I've spent the last month being lazy, both in my eating habits and my exercise. I haven't gone wildly off plan, no binges or major overeating, but I haven't been as strict with myself, eating too much and too many of the 'safe' snacks, and not enough of what I'm supposed to be eating. I've been rationalizing and justifying my food choices, one of my old habits. I've only exercised a few days this month, and there's really no excuse - I have plenty of time to get out there, I just haven't. I haven't been drinking my water, but I've been consuming way too much diet soda. I haven't lost any weight in about 3 weeks.
So, time to get myself back on the wagon. I haven't come this far to go back now. I have to get my momentum back and stay strong. No excuses. I need a

Time to set some rules for myself so I can get back in control:
- at least two liters of water a day, and no soda until I've met that goal
- stop eating at least 2 hours before bedtime
- eating at least 5 servings of veggies/fruits a day
- a maximum of one legal snack/dessert a day
- exercise in some form at least 5 days a week
I can do this. I can and I will.
Oh, and guess what? I got a job - finally! I'll be working in the marketing department for a children's book publisher. Funds are getting beyond tight so it's a big relief and I hope will alleviate most of the stress I've been under these past few months.
Thanks for those who expressed concern and support for me over the weekend when I got those lab results. I'm trying to think positive and not worrying about it until we can see a specialist and go from there. I managed to avoid the cupcakes, so yay me. Anyway, I appreciate you helping me through that.
I'm so far behind I'm not even going to try for personals, but I have read all your posts, and a big

to all those having a good week in one way or another, and a

for those who aren't.