Catherine, I'm sorry that you're feeling so down right now.

I don't think you realize how much of an inspiration you really are. You are to me and I see other replies to your message saying the same thing. Sometimes we never know who we touch in our lives. Please don't give up. Not after losing more than 200 lbs. I know it can be really frustrating at times when it doesn't come off as fast as we would like it. You're going through a lot right now. Keep treading that water. You're not going to drown. I'm going to keep you in my prayers.

I hope something works out for you so that you can use a pool somewhere. I guess I don't really understand what this pass is all about and where you're hoping to get it from.

I've had planter fascitis several times in the past. I'm not sure if you're aware of this, but you should gently stretch your feet before getting out of bed. Lie in the bed, on your back, and gently flex your toes upwards toward your head. Hold it for a few seconds. Release and repeat. This will help not to have so much pain when you put your feet on the floor. Do the same thing when you've been sitting for awhile, before getting up. Flex your feet gently. It really does make a difference, or at least it did for me. Make sure you are always wearing shoes with very good arch support. I will only wear Nike Airs. Nothing compares to those shoes, with the air pocket on the bottom. There's nothing worse than sore feet. I don't think that 4 1/2 years is too long to lose 250 lbs. They say the slower you lose it, the better off your chances are in keeping it off. Don't beat yourself up over gaining some of it back. Maybe you could go back to measuring everything again to get you more OP. Whatever you do, please don't give up. You give me hope that it is possible for me to do it too.
