Well - I had a carb meltdown last night - ate well all day, but then had a glass (or two) of Chardonnay and broke down and had two hot pretzels with mustard.
At least it wasn't cheese sauce! LOL
And I did run last night so....
At any rate, I'm not losing - still stuck at 139. So I have a choice to make - either push the "reset" button, stay at 139, or gain weight.
Gaining weight - NOT AN OPTION - uh, I got rid of all my bigger clothes, and candidly can't afford a new wardrobe....LOL. Importantly, I never want to feel like I did at 183.
Staying at 139 - possible - I'm wearing size 4/6 - but still have belly fat and also can see some of it still in my legs....also, there is no room for error here...so if I gain 5 pounds, it's a size 8
Going for my goal - would definitely make this a "win" year - I've lost 45 pounds already (which in itself is a win), but to hit that 55 pound mark would be fabulous - and would also give me more "wiggle room" to play with 5 pounds up or down....
I need to decide. If I focus, I can hit my goal (10 pounds down) by Thanksgiving! I need to start food journaling again - keeps me aware and more choiceful.
So I'm going for it girls - by Thanksgiving I'm hitting my goal! Consider that "reset" button officially PUSHED!