My house is still a big mess. I can't seem to get the energy I need to get it in shape. My friends and I started yet another diet today. We're going to try it together this time. I'm not real sure about one friend but the other one and I are determined to do it. I talked to her tonight and we both did good today. Maybe "together we'll stand!"

I'm trying to eat several mini meals a day ... maybe 6. I went to the store tonight and bought some Healthy Choice Soup, salad, fruits, veggies, whole wheat bread and crackers, Special K cereal, yogurt, popcorn, rice-cakes, trail mix, popcycles, Bryers strawberry cheesecake, fat free ice cream and a few other things to 'keep me happy' for the rest of the week.

I'll add those along with some turkey, chicken, tuna, eggs, pickles and other stuff throughout the day and have a little of what I make for hubbys dinner at noon. That should keep me feeling full all day long without having had a whole lot of fat, carbs or calories.
We did get some rain. It rained here twice but didn't rain a drop in Cookeville which is only 8 miles away. Weird! But, alas, it is still really dry and the yard still looks burned up. What we need is 2 or 3 days worth ... a good steady, soaking rain.
My dad was a weekend drinker ... and mean when he drank, too. That's the worst kind. I usually got the worst end of that! Don't like drunks and don't have any sympathy for them. Everybody knows alcohol causes intoxication just as everybody knows drugs impairs your judgement and frys your brain, and if you jump off a 10 story building you're gonna die. So ... I have more sympathy for the man who jumps off the building than I do for an alcoholic or a junkie ... at least he didn't take anyone with him! Put an alcoholic or a junkie behind the wheel of a car and you might not could say the same - besides the example they're being! That's why I don't drink at all, even though I learned at an early age drinking doesn't affect me like it does others. I used to could drink 3 or 4 times as much as someone else and not feel a thing. But I don't drink at all now because I'm afraid someone might see me sitting in a restaurant sipping a drink and say, she's a Christian and she drinks so it must be ok. Then they may have one, then another and they may not be able to control it or it may affect them differently and then I would have been the cause of their problem. So ... I choose not to be a stumbling block to someone else. It's just a little thing & I don't miss it. Besides, I love tea, coffee and diet coke!
