Well I had one of those "would it be so bad to be fat?" days yesterday. it seemed easier than staying on plan. BUT i cheated only a little (maybe had 30 carbs) and am still here. Im hoping today will be easier. Sugar/carbs are definitely like drugs in that there is a definite come down off them.
I weighed today and am at 145. I guess thats what a month of being off plan gives me. I am frustrated but still determined. At least I didnt gain it all back.
I am hoping to lose 10 lbs in this month - being really good on plan and exercising a lot. I will just keep going till I reach the 120s after that!
How is everyone?



! I won't be able to cook at ALL because I'm going to be staying in someone else's house. I'm probably going to be eating a LOT of fast food/restaurant food for a week. I'm going to try to make the best choices possible and stay away from sweets etc. Wish me luck!