THREE DAY WEEKEND!!!!!!!

plan to get out of the house tomorrow night after being snowed in last weekend!!!

I'm only one pound away from Onederland!

I'm Finally In The 170's!!!
Wahoo!!!!

That I'm not giving up!

I love subway. like loooooove subway. the fact that it is located on my block also might have somthing to do with that ... but the guy who always makes my yummy sub, told me today that I was getting tooo small. then he tried to give me a free cookie. ( subway cookies are 210 calories per cookie!), I declined , but thought it was cute that some one that I don't really know that well would notice my weight loss!

One positive thing about me is that I am a good mother. I work hard at my two jobs to support my family even though my jerk of an ex doesn't keep up his end of the responsibility and I have to work twice as hard to be mother and father.

One positive thing about me today would be that I have new-found confidence. I've been struggling for a while...I've been underestimating my leadership skills, which is pretty crucial for my major, and I was complimented today on 2 separate occasions by 2 of my group members on being organized and a great "group boss". A group member even encouraged me to apply for a manager-type position in my class (we have to apply for certain "jobs" to take on for this course...)

That made me feel so good! So now I'm rethinking the position thing, and I think I may end up applying for the manager role!

I got the smallest ice cream at Coldstone and still felt satisfied !

I'm not obsessing about weight!!! well, not as much at least....

I'm determined that I will enjoy my last few months of "freedom" before the big day, and not obsess about getting smaller to fit in my dress.

(this revelation and promise is because I found my dress and I can actually admit that I look stunning -- even as I am right now! I don't think I can admit that to myself on even the best of days)

One positive thing about me today is that I am genuinely happy and content...that doesn't happen often. LOL

I accepted that I cheated a bit yesterday and went over my calories and I refuse to beat myself up about it.

I bought a new bikini for my honeymoon that is 6 months away!!! And come **** or high water, I . WILL . STRUT.(!)




.... just gotta get this cellulite to stop jiggling before i do.

i completely stuck to my plan and didn't cheat!!!

my hair looks HOT today! LOVE MY CHI!!!!!!

That i'm back on track