Wendy - don't go to baked expectations! Soooo rich! ugh... my tummy is sore thinking about it. How'd the surgery go?
So I pretty much feel fat, gross, ugly, nasty, icky, and ugly ugly ugly and fat. I am SO frustrated with myself and not eating properly, I gained 1.8 pounds, nearly at 256... I feel like crying, and running away. I know this weekend is going to be realllly hard to stay on plan since I am going out of town and won't have control over what I'm eating.. plus Monday is thanksgiving, plus my great uncle's bday... and I am fat. I let myself get fat, I am letting myself stay fat. I feel BLAH! Also - I ate almonds, and an orange for my snack tonight at work, and then I barfed it all up!! Like, why!! I ate some chicken nuggets (6=310 calories) and those were fine in my body.. I don't get it...
-Aimee

girls!
Got to get up at 6am so I've gotta go!

And it actually turned out okay, a little wavy and my ends need to be clipped(see photo), but alright! I'm just tickled about conquering something that seems so simple to everyone else. Now I just need to get the hang of wrapping my hair and I'll be straight. 


to a fabulous week for everyone!
I am not working two jobs just yet, just depressed about making less money. I am feeling a little better, not feeling less fat.. but have a plan! So that feels good.
Oddly, even though I'm totally sleep deprived, my intake has been very good. SP says that I've gone over my calories but most of it is rather healthy, hardly any junk so I don't care. Tomorrow should be my last day working at the VA. I'm slightly pensive but elated! 
Here's hoping Josh gets with the program!