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Originally Posted by Sgrealtor1
Very insightful! I seem to no longer have IBS since on program. Of course I have avoided my follow up colonoscopy, but would be interesting to see if there is a difference. Right now (and maybe some can relate) I am scared to death of adding anything non IP back into my diet. I know that I am going to have to soon and I am scared to death that I will put all the weight right back on in a week LOL..I know that is unreasonable but.....
Sue, I was just the same. My fear and anxiety the last month of P1 before P4 actually got so strong that I almost felt panicked several days, so you probably literally can't get any worse than where I went in the fear and anxiety category

. My response to the panic was to go overboard on those days with IP packets, which of course just made it worse, because it made me feel like the minute I don't have this structure I am just going to ruin everything (basically a compulsive spin of mental negativity). This forum and my coach really helped me during that time.
One thing that really did work is for P3 and also the first 2 weeks of P4, I planned out all my meals on my equivalent of MFP, and then I put them together on Sunday, and literally only ate what I had planned. It made me feel really relaxed, and I didn't gain any weight, even though I added quite a bit of food it felt like. (P3 breakfasts are much bigger than I would have ever allowed myself to have before - I loved them and I still eat exactly the same breakfasts now, and it still feels completely decadent).
I still plan out my days a day or two before on my MFP type app, or before I prepare the meals, but I've got the general feeling for it now so I don't have to do it a week ahead.
Avalon & ro22 - I know we all keep hearing and saying the same thing, but if it helps to hear it one more time

.... the closer you get to goal, the longer the time of the weight balancing out. I often didn't lose for a week or two or even three. The body is rebalancing, burning fat some places, keeping muscle other places.... my physical therapist told me something, and I have no idea if it's true, and I asked my doctor about it and they said they'd never heard of it

but it helped me mentally, so I'll share it. The PT said that if there is a weight you held at for a while in the past, then it will take the body longer to get under that particular weight, as it remembers it and thinks it should stay there. For example I had long period of my life where I held around 170, and other times around 190, and getting past those two weights really felt like eons of time and just sitting at that weight.
Also he said when the body starts burning the denser longer-held fat, it takes longer, and during those times you might not see a loss on the scale.
Amanda/Lisa/Liana might have more medical facts about these things... For me, I felt like Who knows what's what but these type of things just helped keep the negativity in check for me, and reminded me all is well, just keep going. The key is not to give up.
Sometimes I would try to get into like a superhero mentality - instead of caving or feeling weaker, I would think "strength" - because I really was, and am for the rest of my life, fighting a battle against what my body wants to do. My body, genetically with insulin/pancreas and also because of the metabolic syndrome I have created, will always, always want to keep and gain weight. But my job is to learn to steady that impulse and find the balance of what it needs - not more, not less - and not necessarily what it thinks it wants. Tracking my food daily and weighing daily have been my two main battle tools, and writing things out here is a third, and keeping in touch with my coach the fourth.
So let's have a successful week on the battlefront!
