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Originally Posted by Niki Marie
I completely feel for you! I too had the surgery and lost the weight and now am heavier then I am when I firt had the surgery. I don't have any more dumping or any real issues. I have since been diagnosed with compulsive overeating which makes me feel like a lost cause. I have the best of intentions when I go into something and then it falls apart so quickly. I was looking through old pics of myself and it made me sad but seemed to give me some motivation of what I would like to get back to. I wish you the best of luck on your journey!
well nicki I like you don't have anymore dumping or any real issues. I to look back on my pics and it reminds me of how and what I am capable of looking. I used to weigh 124 in 2006 and had two yrs of serious depression due to health problems and the antidepressants they gave me made me gain 70 lbs in 6 months I was horrified but I felt normal again and my depression was going away and I have two daughters to think about so I am still taking the meds dispite the affect they caused I am now weighing 210 and have finally decided to beat this weight gain and joined spark for the second time and this time I (like you my efforts have fell apart many times) am choosing to get healthy and make it a lifestyle. I have a 10 yr old who weighs 133lb and I don't want her to be heavy like i was growing up so that is a big motivator for me right now. I bought the spark book and it is great at helping you get started one of the suggestions for motivation is make a collage of pics of you or other things that you want to accomplish (like maybe a bikini) YOu may say ha ha to that but I believe you can do it and would love to be buddies and check in with each other as we go on this journey. My name is shannon, my spouse is joe and my two daughters are jordan 15 and diane 10. well I look forward to getting to know you and helping you along your journey.
your weight buddie shannon