Regarding the Metabolic Repair--
in a nutshell-- probably the greatest gift i could have given myself. i SEVERELY overdid the ReFeed week. I was suposed to eat about 2500 cals a day...i think i went overboard! At the end of the week i had gained....13 POUNDS!! AMAZING.. it was *mostly* water weight, and i knew it... i have now settled down to 139 for the past few days, so im giong to call that my new "real" weight. When all was said and done-- a 5 pound gain total. Water. It sux. Now i have to get it off, but im doing it moderately, for once. Im focusing on strength training right now, with LIGHT LIGHT run/jogging 2-3 X a week, till the weight is off. Then all bets are off and im dropping EVERYTHING to hit up the RUNNING SEASON!! I wanna be FAST! I wanna be GOOD!
For now im going to be patient. Im trying to take this weight off very slowly (im eating about 1600 cals a day) Before i was MAINTAINING at 1200 a day. Im very confident i can maintain right now *around* 2000 or so. Which is good news! Right now, after 6 weeks off from running, AND the addition of 5 pounds of fat, i feel SLOW. I feel AWKWARD. Running is HARD right now...total newbie

I can go out and belt out 5 or so ( i could probaby run a marathon if i HAD to) but it is SLOW!! Whenever i try to pick up the pace, i get tired and have to slow down.....sigh..... ill get it back!