Hi ladies,
I'm doing well - building myself up slowly with the gym, trying not to overdo it! I am finding that whilst I am really glad to be back at the gym (twice so far this week), after my workouts I am completely exhausted - which shows to me I am still not well as normally I would feel energised. Yesterday I did 45 mins cardio, but at a much gentler pace than I would normally - the came home and fell asleep for 2 hours! These colds have really knocked me for six and it really is taking time to get back to full health.
I went shopping with my friend and came back with absolutley nothing - I was so disappointed! Basically I tried on a tonne of stuff and it all looked awful, and the stuff I loved they didn't have in my size - boo! It made me realise that I still have such a long way to go before I can go into any shop and pick out whatever I want. I feel a bit down about it as I have lost over 50lb, but still struggle to find the clothes I want, and feel I have lost a bit of confidence as I have realised I am still FAT - but also it is spurring me on to really knuckle down and do something about it. I had another look at some different shops today and got a lovely denim pencil skirt - and I feel like I've got a bit of a bargain as it was almost half price, so there is stuff out there, it's just not easy!
Nigel wanted takeaway pizza last night and I said no - honestly, that is the first time in forever that I have turned down the chance of a pizza! I am determined to stick to my no pizza for a month rule! I think it's been about 9 or 10 days now!
No pounds down to report - I'm not weighing in till 1st April.
Anyway, have a lovely weekend!
Love Amanda x
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