My mom was very anti-junk food (not for health, but because we were poor so we never had money for treats like that) and so as soon as I was old enough to have my own money and a way to get to the store... I just went crazy! I used to drink unbelievable amounts of sugary soda (now, I'll have the occasional diet one, but NOTHING like what I had as a teen). Junk food like entire bags of chips, ice cream, bags of candy, cookies, etc were always being snacked on.
I would also eat out ALL the time, either fast food from drive throughs or going to restaurants. I would even eat fast food and then eat dinner with the family to hide the fact that I'd already eaten bc I knew my mom wouldn't approve. No veggies to speak of, lots of red meat and white things. Basically, I had a taste for "poor" food so I ate lots of highly processed things. I knew it was going to make me fat, but I had a kind of rocky home life and really terrible self esteem (at the time) so I just didn't care. I kind of figured, what's the point in staying thin and healthy when I could enjoy this food, right now, and not deprive myself?
Now that I'm an adult (lol, kind of) I'm moving more toward the home-cooked meals, portion control, no longer treating/rewarding myself with food and no longer snacking to ease boredom. I've found that I really do enjoy cooking, and I also really like vegetarian food--probably not going to go vegetarian, but I have cut back on meat that's not seafood or poultry
Last edited by superherothin; 01-18-2015 at 05:12 PM.
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