So... it looks like I'm in the 150's now... but I don't feel that excited... because the past few weeks I haven't eaten very well and I'm not pleased with myself. No, I haven't gained and still lost two pounds over a month, but I've felt like I've been making bad food choices and eating too much junk food. I feel like I'm in maintenance now and just coincidentally slowly losing, so I think it's kind of like that hump you hit in maintenance where you don't have the motivation like you used to and your weight starts to creep back up on you... so yesterday I decided to just get back on plan. No, I DON'T feel like it, no I DON'T have the motivation, but I made a COMMITMENT to this, whether I FEEL like doing it or not. So today I didn't snack or eat all that junk food and finished the day at 1700 calories. It was hard because my mind (NOT my stomach... it's all mental!) kept nagging at me to get a snack, that it'd be okay just this once and I could be good after that... but I knew in my heart that if I gave into that I would keep doing more and more and then I'd gain back all 50 of the pounds I worked so hard to lose. So I just resisted. I'm starting to feel better. I think the next week will be hard but after that I'll feel like I'm back in control again. I've had control the whole time and I CHOSE to eat candy and I CHOSE to snack too much... so now I can CHOOSE to eat well again... and hopefully in a few days I'll feel back in the groove again.
So yeah.... here I am, leaving the 160's at last, but NOT proud of how I got there... I'll fight hard this next week to eat healthy again and keep checking in here... don't worry girls, I haven't gained back yet... I'm catching this BEFORE it gets to be a problem.

Of that at least I can be proud.