Holy crap. I stepped on the scale this morning and it said 148. About 25 times in a row. And sometimes 147.4-147.8. If it's true, it means I'm a normal weight for the first time since I can remember.
I think I'm literally in shock. I was like shaking when I was weighing myself. I almost cried, but I was too surprised. I wanted to tell someone, but the "real" people in my life wouldn't truly understand what it means, and while I might say something sometimes to one or two people, for now I just need to feel this sense of
amazement for a little bit.
I don't know if it'll stick or if it's a fluke. I almost didn't post this because I didn't want to jump the gun. But I figured I should - I wanted to tell someone who'd understand, which is you all

, and even if it doesn't last,
it's still the first time I have ever knowingly seen a normal weight on the scale.
Just wanted someone other than me to know this morning. I'm not sure what to do with myself. I guess I just hope the number doesn't rise again tomorrow...