Hi all..Happy Mothers Day to all!
So last night we went to a Bar Mitzvah party..super grat time but all italian food..ugh. We ate dinner beforehand beause we knew it was pasta...we still snacked a little...not horribly. They has spinach lasagna and in the end I had a plate or spinach and sauce and a plate of cheese and noodles. I id eat the filling out of a tiramisu that came in a chocolate cup..but left the chocolate behind. I wanted to dance for a little while but the dance floor was so small and crowded. Oh well.
So this morning I left Jason in bed and went to the gym at 8am...then we grabbed breakfast and made a trip to the produce market and tonight is dinner at his aunt's house. So many errands to run later...laundry now.
MariaLucia: I am glad you had a great birthday. Yoru stories and your reflections really are inspiring and I really admire your attitude about everything in general. i totally feel you about feeling sad when you look in the mirror. When I started losing serious weight I asked myself on more than one occasion..."how in the **** did I left myself get like this?" I still get sad when I look in the mirror...I know that I am working my butt off in the gym but I will look at myself the wrong way or at the wrong angle and just know that this is all my own fault that that it could have been controlled. I am so happy for you that you have a community where you feel comfortable and accepted. It makes such a difference.
OOh...an interesting NSV...
1) I actually bought a skirt at the GAP and it fit.
2) I bought a size XL sweater there and it's too big
3) I went to a different store and grabbed a size 18 skirt off the rack becaue I am apretty solid 18 in everything now...so why woulnd't it fit, right? So last night I wore it to the party and realized that it's HUGE. It fit on my hips, but at my waist, there is room for a friend to be in there as well. I could have bought the 16! Progress is being made.
Hugs and good vibes to everyone, welcome to the newbies!!!

voting so many times for Elliott. Now I definitely won't feel so bad about not being able to vote myself 

grrr!
) cakes, crisps (potato chips & snacks) and lots of white bread and processed food, no wonder I feel like sh*t!
and when I bath the boys in our bathroom I can watch them whilst I pedal away the pounds, hopefully
I wish they had told me, I would have bought it back, they are real white trash, yes we have lots of them here in the UK, though they are often referred to as 'chavs'. They don't work, have no life except buying designer-knock-offs, AND they wore white trainers to my grandad's funeral with sunglasses too, even though it wasn't sunny, I was disgusted beyond words. They have no sense of decency, it wasn't a question of money, the trainers must have cost upwards of £80!!!!!


