Hello Ladies~
Well I found out what the blahness is all about.. MY FREAKEN ALLERGIES>.. I feel like ****.. Then the middle of my back,, where you bra strap is..Is killen me,, that is a PMS symptom.. Man I just am so fatiqued.. CYN I so agree with you and the allergies, I am dien here!!! I have a doctors appointment tomorrow.. gotta get this under control... I will Not be going fishing untill this is resolved.. That sucks as well..
Ammi~ I am here sweetie, just not feeling great,, my head feels so weird that I feel like I am dreamen,, I knew it was just a matter of time before it got me,, and it sure has.. a shot and my inhaler will cure all.. so by the weekend I should be back to the normal(well as normal as I can be)
Nancy~~ I am extatic that you are seeing a loss.. You are doing it girl.. just be patient,, I will be needing patience soon.. I am sure a stall is coming my way, I am trying to prepare for it... I am sure you have heard me talk about Kim,, Austins (the four yr olds Mother) well she is trying to be very supportive. And she is doing a very good job, however, last night , she got out some picture of 2000, when I had lost down to a 15/16. My first ever attempt to lose weight, then I blew it,, you have heard that as well.. I dont want to look at those pictures becaus it disheartens me and I look at it so negatively, and she thinks I should look at it as ,, I can do this, I have been there, this is do-able.. WELL,, I am not concentrating on the doable.. I am concentrating on LIFE>> the weight loss is the bonus,, and I dont want to look at the damn pictures.. I had expressed earlier that I did not, but she did it anyways.. So went the explaining of the Mental stress that comes with my situation.. so we had a big talk.. She sees it my way,, but she is just Stubborn,, she is my sister (in my heart) and I understand what she is trying to do. She is slowly understanding that this is SELF healing,, not lecture healing,,, ya know? but I am in my girl Levis and she and her husband were so excited for me that it was awesome.. but it just lead to the above story.. All is okay for now.. there was no fight, but I just needed to express my side of things and she hers.. blah blah.. I am done *****ing,, there is more to come later.. though.. count on it Take Care ALL

I was pleased!

You know one of the worst cases when you weigh say on the day before your official WI, and you see you have lost 2 lbs, then you weigh on the proper day and see you haven't lost anything. It's just a fluid fluctuation, but it's still soul destroying, at least to me it is. So I guess if you must take a sneaky peak, make sure it isn't the day before you WI.
