2Cute: I'm sorry you're still sick dear. I'm glad to hear you're feeling somewhat better. You're previous post just brought tears to my eyes. I wished I could just give you the biggest hug. And now, if I'm not shifting gears too fast for you....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Duckie: Congrats on 8.25 pounds gone!!! That's excellent!!
Welcome Yogakitty!!! Hope to keep hearing from you.
Syn: I know you are right. I should be thrilled to death. I don't know why I'm not. I know a year ago I'd have been thrilled to weigh 166. I guess I may never be happy. I still look in the mirror and see nothing but gross fat. I guess being obese is as much in our heads as it is on our bodies, and my mind hasn't lost any weight yet.
I'm not sure what it will take for me to comfortable with myself, since I never have been. My DH is so good to me and I am so lucky to have him. He said he loved me #90 pounds ago, and loves me now, he just wants me to love myself and be happy. He is willing to do whatever to make that happen. We've been desperately trying to save money, and when I mentioned a tummy tuck and buying new clothes, without hesitation he told me to take all the money in the account if I needed it. Whatever would make me happy, I should do it. How did I get so lucky?? Of course, I can't justify spending the money, but it's the thought that counts.
So it's going to be quite a weekend at my house. My friend is going into the hospital today, so I am going to have her 3 girls for the weekend. They are very good kids, so it's not bad. It's just kind of overwhelming to be the "mother" of 5. I'll have to do dishes after every meal!!! I'm praying for sunshine so I can send them all to the park for a while. Cross your fingers for me.
Hello to everyone else! I will try to get back on later, but not making any promises with 5 kids in the house!!
Talk at ya later,
Jen


Whatever, its a new day and it will be a OP day.
But, I do feel better for having moved the body.


: You guys are so sweet ... thank you. 
Home sick in bed. 

I wonder if I can freeze it --- does any one know if you can freeze fresh fruit and still have it taste good?? It's grapes, strawberries, cantoloupe, kiwi, pineapple and honeydew.
Then I went to the dentist! Unfortunately I have two teeth that were filled as a kid and over the years the fillings are starting to break down and there are small cracks forming so I have to get two crowns! YUCK!!!
ya bunches.
I guess that's just a part of me! 
i think I created a monster. He feels so special now.