Vladadog I too am done with Christmas shopping. Doesn't it feel like a weight (ha-ha) has been lifted off your shoulders? You are exercising extreme willpower with having those peppermint patties in your freezer. If there is a "junk food" in the house that I like, I will eat it ALL.
shellofself I think that mind change, saying "I refuse to go back", is what will keep you pushing through this plateau/funk/whatever phase you want to call it. In the past when I would try to lose weight and then give up time after time, I would just let things fall where they may. But now like you, I
refuse to go back to my old habits.
WZin water bloat is annoying, but it goes away after a few days of being on plan. It's gaining actual weight that is more annoying

I am impressed that you could lift twice your body weight at one point. But knee health is more important, I agree.
Yesterday I finished the Fitness Blender Mass program I was doing, and I am so thrilled with how much stronger I am getting. I really have to invest in a couple of sets of heavier weights if I want to continue my progression. For the rest of this month, I'll be doing free Fitness Blender workouts and then I'll see what I'll do to start the new year. I'm also doing very well in regards to healthy eating and my water intake. I am so committed to this right now that I woke up at 5am to work out, since I have appointments this morning and wouldn't be able to exercise later, before my afternoon/evening shift. But really I am no longer a first-thing-when-I-wake-up-I-exercise type of person.
Have a wonderful mid-week everyone!
Week 1 
1: 43 minutes upper body strength training with cardio intervals
2: 37 minutes lower body strength training + 100 squats challenge
3: 15 minutes yoga/stretching + 17 minutes pilates workout
4: 35 minutes upper back and biceps strength training
5: 26 minutes lower body strength training with HIIT intervals + 8 minutes HIIT workout
6: 35 minutes chest and triceps strength training
7:
Week 2
8: 31 minutes stretching workout
9:41 minutes lats and shoulders strength training
10: 47 minutes plyometrics and lower body strength training
11: 35 minutes core and pilates workout