Hi there ladies,
Went to bed last night - cold. Woke up this morning - still cold. How about that? It's barely above zero but we have some filtered sunshine peeking in. I am not planning on going out until Bingo tonight. It's nice being able to stay in but then again, I find the more I stay in, the lazier I get about things. Momma once said that she was far more productive when she was working because she had just a tiny window of time to get things done. Although she didn't get everything she wanted to done. Then once she retired when she was home all the time, she'd look at something and say - oh well I can do this tomorrow and put it off. Before you know it, more time was spent putting things off than getting things done. I find that to be the case also. My initial fire of enthusiasm for the new year has also petered out. Sure doesn't take long

I do keep pushing myself but I really struggle with the exercise. Yesterday I made a hodge podge minnestrone soup with things I wanted to use up. Put lots of vegetables in it - grated carrots will actually thicken a soup as it cooks down. Not so sure they really "sweeten" it much. I put ground beef in it but it seemed to need something else so DH went out to the store and got some smoked sausage as well as a nice loaf of fresh parmesan sourdough bread from the bakery. Nice meal for a chilly cold day. That was our big meal of the day around 3pm. Around 9pm I got pretty hungry - I need to eat more balanced meals throughout the day instead of once a day. Kept thinking I was hungry but didn't really have anything that would satisfy me so I wound up popping a handful of fresh pomegranate seeds in my mouth and I made a cup of Sleepy Time green tea and chased it down with a melatonin. I LOVE fresh pomegranate seeds - tried some of the POM pomegranate juice but it's not the same - sort of a watered down version of it but at least it has no sugar. This is probably going to be my biggest struggle - I need to plan more and eat on a regular cycle so that I don't run off the rails in the evening (not enough food during the day) or get ravenous around 2pm because I haven't eaten anything since the day before. You're a big girl Happy, this isn't the hardest problem in the world to deal with.
I do feel out of sorts a bit. Kind of tired of the b.s. at the thrift shop - was looking around Tuesday - shop looks the same since we opened the new location 3 years ago. Too much fancy glassware in the front of the store that doesn't sell. People have commented that they look in the front window and tend to skip the store because they thought we were a gift shop. I have tried unsuccessfully to revamp the store based on the types of items we are selling but I get push back because one old bat who has been there for 15 years likes to run the show. IT LOOKS NICE. She also hates me so anything I suggest she automatically takes the opposite approach. We also have 25 percent of the upper floor as a children's section. It's getting super cluttered on the floor - think tripping hazard with lots of toys on the floor which actually prevent people from getting to the shelves to look. And the thing is, we sell VERY LITTLE from the kid's section. It's nice looking but it takes up a bunch of space and brings in no money which is retail death. I would like to swap that area out with the boutique which is about 12 percent of overall sales and very steady and consistent. Old bat will fight me "but it's so nice to have a play area for the children..." well are we running a daycare or a STORE???? Anyway, it's very frustrating. The best thing is to just turn away or walk away. In doing so I would also leave the one person who puts up with alot of crap - our pseudo manager - in the dust. He'd like to leave to but he says if he does things will fall apart and he's right. So I have teamed up with him as a show of support. Our sales are down and everyone just shrugs

and says it's down for all retail in the area. I do have one ally who retired last year and is even more of a bull in a china shop than I am. She's about to leave for warm weather in 10 days and will be gone until April. She would have my back, maybe I will team up with her when she comes back.
I guess it's back in the same old rut again. Need something new to re-energize me.
Laura - it's funny but there was a time I was against cell phones and wireless stuff - all those signals going through our brain - can't be a good idea. I would have looked at wireless headphones as a direct death ray to the head

Now I guess there's so much floating around us anyway - kind of like the additives in our foods - might as well just

accept it and enjoy the convenience, eh? Very interesting that you had men in Pilates class. We used to get an occasional guy in step aerobics class but like you say, most of the time it was just women in the classes. Most guys are like my DH - really hate the public gym for some reason - would rather work out at home. Don't know why except they have some goofy ideas in their heads sometimes.

Good luck with the report. I got my December report done over the weekend for a change - mostly because I was wayyyy behind after I got back from my sister's and had to double time October and November while trying to get ready for Christmas. Not again! As for moving - except when I managed help desks and they were all in a bull pen and I was in an office, I tended to keep my "cube farm" team close to where I was. Was better for communication and it helped me keep an eye on those rare times when I had a member who needed a bit more of a watchful eye. Was funny too because I was shorter than the cube walls so I could sneak up on them stealth style

except when one of the guys mentioned he could see the top fluff of my hair coming so he knew to watch for me - then they were all on to me!
Anne - bummer on the house increases. This is a crappy time of year - my least favorite. Lots of bills to pay - property taxes, car insurance, house insurance, income taxes and DH gets freaky about all the money going out. Plus I probably overspent a bit at Christmas - bought a few things for the shelter giving tree, got a set of new luggage and of course some clothing as always. I regret some of it now that I looked at the bills

Usually we pay our credit cards off when they come due but I'm going to have to spread the payments over the next 2 months and just get super tight and stingy. I thought you were trying to sell C's house - are you at least renting it and getting income to cover the extra expense? I do agree with you that I think interest rates and cost of living are going to rise disproportionately in the new administration. I do not see this new president benefitting the little guys like us - more like the 1 percent like himself. So get ready to hunker down kids. And... if I am wrong I will be the first to admit it. I think you are focusing too much on the scale - although we do use it to measure our success and failures - too much I'm afraid. Maybe you should just make eating clean your goal for the month and forget about the scale except for weekly weigh ins. Also if you grabbed pretzels at night - are you in the same boat with me - looking for something to munch and then grabbing something and feeling bad about it later? Pizza, breadsticks, pretzels - too many carbs. Brie cheese is good protein - maybe apple slices instead of the pretzels? Deviled eggs? Or you could have had some air popped popcorn and yes, spray butter or parmesan cheese is better than full on butter. In fact, I just googled Popcorn Seasoning Recipes and Food Network has a page with 50 recipes. I'm a purist - butter is good for me but there are some interesting combinations. Moving along - I got the new crown in. Feels weird because I have not worn my partial in many years. I'm trying to wear it as much as possible although I've always hated it when eating and that's when I need it the most. Is good to be able to chew with my entire mouth though.
Susie - hope your commute wasn't too bad. Good for you for sticking with the exercising.
Hello to the rest of you.