Thank you Shiv, it means a lot. I feel like I've had a major paradigm shift, and I'm so thankful for it! Primarily due to this forum. I don't feel so crazy anymore knowing that so many people have similar struggles. lol.
My fiance took a video of the performance, I'll share it here once I figure out how to do so. I had to improvise a line or two but all together it was very fun and the performance benefited the American Cancer Society, so it did some good to boot! I hope I can find a way to sing more regularly in my community.

You really do have a beautiful voice. It's so awesome that you're singing again.

PS - I'm a singer too, and I definitely know what it's like to not want people (or yourself) to see youtube videos of you singing. I'm so glad you feel comfortable sharing your videos now.

What a beautiful, beautiful presentation. You are beautiful and the music is beautiful. I, too, have a tear in my eye.

I am happy to hear that you are going to sing again.

for no particular reason, I came over here to see what was in the mini-goals and I am so glad I did. I think this is more than a "mini" goal.