stick with it Em!
If this was facebook I'd like your post!
Its hard to read on my phone, so forgive me if Im saying things that were already said.
My best advice is to STAY ON THIS FORUM. I quit and gained 55 lbs back. There is tons of knowledge, advice, support and commiseration here. If you are frustrated, post about it. Im pretty convinced that it takes a village to lose weight and if I had kept posting for support to people who know what its like, I wouldve gotten back on track way earlier!