well I was up today not even going to say how much I almost cried ugh so annoying I have been eating rather okay and staying under calories. I ate a rather high sodium lunch yesterday so I'm hoping it's just water weight or maybe I'm gaining muscle from all this interval elliptical stuff I have really stepped it up until yesterday I took the day off. I felt really bad I thought TOM was on the way but nothing yet...maybe it was bad sushi from the nigth before my husband felt cruddy too.
Louisa I here you with the booze however this month I've been able to stay under cals and drink a tiny bit. The last couple months were hard though I think I have finally figured out what moderation is

Good luck try and hang in there you'll break the cycle soon
