I hear you on the daunting part, you need to stoke that fire in your heart my friend.
QuilterInVA : Truly magnificent achievement, not to belittle others and there own triumphs but i read some posts where people talk about losing 20 or 25 pounds as a huge journey and how they were so torn apart by it, i think the term gets used way to carelessly and diminishes its true nature and deep meaning, your accomplishment, i know was one of the most difficult things to master and took literally years of determination and was the culmination of your entire worth " soul searching / renewal / rebirth ". You are the epitome of inspiration.