Seriously, I am feeling so MOODY today, and I am still fighting the urge to eat my feelings (I never really realized how food is a crutch for me until it's not there for me anymore!)
I feel like I'm harder to live with , not having the sugar to calm me down .
And for what???? Still , still not losing. Not TOM. Dh's birthday and I ate totally OP and no junk at the movies either. I feel like in one way I am making major strides (trying to overcome emotional eating and not eating because of social or external cues etc) but on the other hand am increasingly frustrated with a stall so early on.
I am not weighing in on the scale for awhile because I don't want to give it the power of how I am feeling for the day- ridiculous. (Thats not why I was moody today, I skipped the scale as I knew I'd be beating it with a baseball bat if I did..LOL)
Sorry for the rant.. Ugh,
I am NOT quitting. I am *so* much stronger than this.
I wonder if I should be eating less at my snacks? I also havent' been exercising much, I have crohn's with many complications and several large abcesses at the moment- i'm pretty much miserable physically.
But I've probably been av eraging 2 nut servings a day instead of one..like I will have a few almonds, then later 1/4c flax meal, or a T peanut butter. I just don't want to feel deprived, so I am listening to my body tell me what I'm in the mood for (OP foods only) otherwise I have major, major problems sticking to a plan. I frankly can't believe I made it thru phase 1 - all the negative self talk is telling me I can't do this.
Help!

If you're not familiar, it's one sugar-free fudgesicle, microwaved for about 10 sec to loosen it off the stick, then mixed with 1 T. peanut butter. So, so yummy. I thank whoever came up with this one every time I eat it.