
Ooh, I'm all pumped and motivated! Look out world, here I come! Today's official weigh in is a WHOPPING 259. Whew. Only 109 lbs to goal weight. Wow. Will I concentrate on that number? No. One lb at a time. One meal at a time. One glass of water at a time. Rejoice in the process. Enjoy the bountiful summer fruits and veggies. Discover new foods. I have been eating avacado lately. Wow, is that good. A slice or two on a tomato sandwich for lunch is wonderful! Arnold makes an Oat Nut bread that is so good...toasted with a thin layer of ff mayo on the tomato side, salt & pepper and two thin slices of avacado is my new favorite lunch. Hmmm. maybe some sprouts on there would really be good. Next shopping trip.

I made guacamole with the rest of the avacado: Mash the avacado in a bowl. Squirt the juice of a lemon or lime in there. Add 1 minced garlic clove, 1/2 chopped onion, 1 chopped tomato, salt and pepper. Mix it all up and refrigerate about an hour, if you can. I was dipping WOW Tostitos in it right away and it was so yummy! That will be today's lunch. (I'd better push it to the back of the frig so no one will find it!) Nice. Better hide those chips too, come to think of it!

I am going to journal this time too. No, REALLY journal...not just what I ate, I mean everything. I've been wanting to do this for a long time and just haven't. Today's the day. I was going to create a dixk, just for that, but for some reason, I feel like I have to write it all down by hand. More personal or something...I don't know.

*I just got up and went in search of a notebook...found the perfect one...it's small and has multi-colored pages and a peace sign on the front. I'm set. I may even have to get the heck off the computer and go write in my new journal...well, maybe in a few minutes.*

I'm going to the yarn store later today...I decided that everyone is getting an afghan for Christmas this year. Something to do with my hands, besides using them to stuff food into my face!
I'll get lots done on our trip to Maine...10 hours in the car to our first stop, then 3 hours beyond that.
Well...I'd love to stay and ramble on and on, but my cute little journal is calling to me...I'll be back later...Have a great day, everyone! It is just lovely again today...currently only 63 degrees, only going up to the 70's...I got so much done in the front yard yesterday, mowed, trimmed, edged...today it's time to tackle the back yard. I even spent some time (15 minutes, perhaps?) decluttering the garage. What a good feeling. Gotta love that Fly Lady.
Really leaving now...see you all later!!

Did you see all the new smilies?
Hope I don't get busted by the smilie police!
**I did...three times...glad I "copied and pasted!"**

I'm down another 5 pounds for a grand total of 45 pounds! I've been very well behaved in the last couple of weeks (other than some drinking while at a party this past weekend), the only thing I've been doing differently is having A LOT of water... as much as I can stand in my system really. I'm luckier than most I think, since most of my days are spent at home right now and I don't have to worry about needing to run to the bathroom to pee every half hour while working in an office!

I did not cave in... and I have one more day to add to my cheat free resume. LOL

I promise not to poke you in the eye! I KNOW that for a lot of overweight ppl, eating IS a psychological issue and I genuinely do wonder if there are any significant number of therapists who specialize in dealing with it. Maybe cognitive therapists, who work on discovering destructive thought patterns and working to change them into something constructive, might try and tackle the issue... That said, I don't know if all overeaters (or eaters of the wrong things) have a psychological basis for this; some of them just REALLY like food... because it's yummy! 