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Originally Posted by buckettgirl
I 100% agree with this. I looked at some high school pictures of me (I graduated in 1999) not too long ago and I was shocked. This was a time in my life when people were cruel to me because of my weight - because I was larger than they were and I only wore a size 18. I saw the pictures and I was like "what the **** was I thinking then??? why did I have to listen to those a$$holes??? why did I ever believe I was fat???" Oh, what I wouldn't give to be a size 18 now. I would be delirously happy at that size, and although I have come close to being in an 18 at various points, once I surpassed that size it has been seemingly unreachable ever since. I desire to be a size 16 or 18; I really don't care if I would ever lose anymore weight...
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I can totally relate to what everyone said in this thread. I look in the mirror and most of the time what I see is pretty nice, but then there are times when I see exactly what's in those pictures---eek!

I get so down after that, and I just want to stay home and cry all day. My poor husband, he tries to tell me that I look good, but once I'm to this point, nothing helps. I've also been looking at some old pics of myself from high school and I WAS NOT FAT!!! I was in a size 16 in high school and I remember my family always telling me that I needed to watch my weight, actually this started when I hit puberty and 125 pounds, and the yo-yo dieting began, now 125 pounds is my goal weight...imagine that!
You are totally NOT alone with this one.