I've always said I was 5'5", but I've always been heavy, so maybe I should measure again when I reach goal. Right now, at around 215, I feel very small, shorter, even. I notice it especially when standing next to bigger people - men and a certain 6'+ female coworker. I actually feel petite, when I know I'm not. I'm just so much smaller than I was.
But, funnily, if I look in the mirror, I don't really see much difference from nearly 100lbs ago. I have about decided that my stack of old "fat" photos that I keep handy for motivation is not such a good idea... I might be reinforcing that old image of myself and preventing the mental growth I need to achieve in seeing the "new me."
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