I really like shopping, but only when the clothes fit properly (which hasn't been very often for a while). I think I would like to use new clothing as my reward for losing the weight.
When I was at my heaviest a few years ago, I "punished" myself by not buying anything new, so I ended up not having clothes that fit and having to borrow my husband's clothes. Needless to say, that wrecked my self-esteem and contributed to send me into what I now recognize as depression.
I really had no idea that when you get smaller, it takes less weight to go down in sizes. Had you asked me, I would've thought it was the opposite.
Since I am not very handy with the sewing machine...I don't even know how to use one, I guess I am going to have to spend a lot of time at the sales racks. But for now, I just can't wait to fit into all the clothes I already own, and to be honest, to get rid of them as I grow out of them too. I really like that idea of downsizing the closet and getting a few high quality items instead.
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