I had to do some search to find this daily thread... It has been several months since I fell off the IP wagon but I am trying to return to the flock now - don't ya love mixed metaphors?

- but in any case, the Daily thread is a good place to share my experience today.
Today was the closest thing to a Day 1 that I have managed since some time in July. I have regained about 20 lbs after working hard for a year to lose 80 lbs to get within 10 lbs of goal. Emotional eating while my husband has been in and out of hospital and rehab, and a relapse to sugar addiction are the root causes of my regain.
Today my NSV was sticking to 'on program' choices for dinner after having a non program mango chicken salad for lunch at a local restaurant, and 2 restricted bars as an afternoon snack. I had green salad with just a vinegar/stevia dressing instead of continuing to eat off program, and then came home to prepare legal protein powder cookies for a rigorous food plan on program tomorrow. I skipped having pizza or a subway sandwich, both of which were right there in the hospital food court. Happily my total calories and protein intake are close to a typical P1 'on program' day, so I am viewing the day as more of a success than a total failure.
Could be viewed as a sad start, but after many messed up Day 1's in recent months, this was actually a good outcome. Getting started is tough, no matter how many times you have started to manage your eating before, and no matter how successful you have been before. Getting over the hump to start the program is really hard to do. I think I am on my way.
So glad to be able to come to 3fc for support and reminders of how to navigate the potholes on my journey.