Good afternoon all, or whatever time it is where you are.... I've slipped back into old habits and am feeling guilty and bloated. Are there any tricks you guys have to jump start back on track?
Linda

Hang in there!
seriously, what I mean is don't focus on what's there now when it comes to your weight, your bloatedness, your clothes fitting. It's the big picture and it's a changing thing. It's hard to see the changes, you know that. And as for "tricks" about getting back on track, I don't think there really are any, unless you call JUST DOING IT a trick. I find that really not always tuning in to how I feel is the key. If you want to tune in, then tune in to up, up, up feelings. Think of it as playing around with a radio dial and finding, NOT the music you feel at the moment, but something that is the way you want to feel, think of it as an antidote to the poison that has gotten into you. Put those powerful, good kind of thoughts into your head and go with that energy. Cruise though, don't go manic or you may be setting yourself up for a fall. On tough days, I try to have a picture of something nice in my head or I repeat over and over some scene that happened that was nice. I don't think of anything outside that scene, in other words, what happened after or what could happen. I suppose it's a type of meditation. Come on kid, you can do it! 
"Coming to you, on a dusty road
) at work seems okay and was back today when there were more people on. He has a fine to pay off and legal fees but I think the company will be cool. We at our desk jumped in on his behalf, did his shifts and approached a higher up to help out, which he did. He didn't have much choice though because we (as union members) made it clear that if the company didn't help, we would be "very unhappy." They don't want any more problems with our union, which is something they can't stand as it is. You're right about this guy hanging out in the area with others. He really should do that and I will advise him to do so. That night he had been with friends but they left and he went off on his own. I think the bar owner say him as easy prey and had been looking to get a foreigner in trouble, no matter who..."they're all the same" kind of mentality.
Well, he helped out with a character reference in this mess and I had to talk to him a few times and then thanked him for his help. I think he realized that I wasn't going to take his head off...and I just got an email from him asking me to do some work for him. I used to do a lot of work for him, always helping out with stories, layouts, photos. When he cut me out of some work he'd been promising for months and told me I could quit if I didn't like it, that was the final straw. Well, now he's asking again. It's easy work. I need the money. I suppose I should swallow my pride and do it for him. But....it's ridiculous that he sends me an email when he was at work today and was there when he sent me the mail. He is timid...if that's the word.. Ok, sorry, sorry.
Oops, sorry, ice, yeah, well, that is super that you cut the soda anyway and have been doing this stealth challenge. Great going on the flatter stomach!
Wish I that my frantic searches would involve safety pins for loose pants!
Good luck and keep it up! BTW, is that a picture of you there? You look very thin as it is. And what is this with a high weight of nearly 300 lbs. Maybe I asked before....that is fantastic you have lost so much. Wow! I'm impressed. 
And yes, the pen was a gift from yours truly. I'm sure you'll ACE the ceremony just as you ACE your challenges.
