Hey all. I've been reading all the posts lately, just nothing has inspired me to write one. I've been having problems getting 8 glasses of water in a day. I keep a giant cup on my desk at work, but I usually drink one, maybe two full ones lately. That's pretty bad that I am too busy to drink water!!!
I have been taking progress pics at every 10 lbs, so I will have a whole photographic journey when I am done. That will be exciting. I can't visually see a difference yet, but in my clothes I can totally tell a difference. My 28's are falling off, my 26's are super baggy, but my 24's don't fit. LOL. What's up with that. I went to my Mom's house on Sunday and got all of my clothes that I left at her house when I moved in with DF. I couldn't wear any of them, and they were my skinny clothes. So I aquired a full dresser of clothes and got rid of SOOO many clothes that I just wore basically because they fit. I don't actually like to many of my clothes. I have clothes ranging from 10 to 24 now that are all goal clothes. I only kept about 4 bottoms from high school when I was "skinny" (145-160) but it will feel absolutely amazing to wear those hopefully in about a year. I also found a few things that already fit! Like a dress I never really wore because it was a halter and I don't like to show my arms.
I can't believe I am still sticking with it. I have never meant this more when I say that this truly is a change of life and I never see myself going abck to my old ways of eating. Now, anytime my DF and I go to a restauraunt, we share. Last night we went to a japanese steakhouse and we split a steak and shrimp dinner and were stuffed! But I planned accordingly yesterday and I am not up any weight and actually would probably be down if it weren't TOM. I have no desire to eat everything in sight anymore. I eat what I want in much smaller portions. I have been at this for 1 month and almost 2 weeks and that is longer than I have ever lasted and more than I have ever lost. I know I may sound like I am bragging or gloating, but I just am sooooo happy that this truly is it and in the forseeable future, I will NOT be obese. It almost brings tears to my eyes.
Neesy: Gotta love a flat stomach!!!
Lucky: I am loving this weather!!! I think it's probably a good 10 degrees colder up by you though.
Kity: You're cousins party sounds like such a big NSv!!!
Take a Deep Breath: Sounds like you have a good plan and you will do fine at your food day.
16to6: Welcome...what part of Florida?



...I need a ton of different ones! Anyway...perhaps it would have been different for you if you weighed in a lot...but for me...totally different story...Everytime I would weigh myself and if I gain a pound or two...I would just say oh no big deal as long as long as it's not 5...then I'd gain 5 and would say as long as I don't go over 190 (I started this cycle at 180)...and then I'd gain 3 more lbs and it was as long as I don't get over 195...and it just kept going and going...I would maintain for a bit in between...but nothing ever came off...and I was just kind of making excuses and then setting new, higher weight limits for myself...and I didn't do a thing about it until I weighed 217 again...and that sucked because I let myself gain back 37 lbs without doing a darn thing about it...and that was while I weighed myself every day!! So I'm just saying that for me, in the end it didn't make a difference whether I was on the scale or not...I just wasn't ready to make a change and do something about it.