I was at 144.9 today and this morning, when I put on a ring that fit well three days ago, it was hard to get onto my finger and even harder to get off. That's not weight, that's bloat and fluid retention. We'll see if it washes out over the course of three consecutive days working in the office.
The weather warmed up and it fills me with elation, a sense of impending freedom. No matter what I get done, or not, this product will launch, so I am feeling moments of optimism, even though I have a long list of tasks to accomplish today and I have no idea how many questions will pop through that will require immediate answers.
This all began for me back in November, when I got pulled onto the project. I have worked nearly every weekend since then and I have only taken off a week in early January and a day in March. And my scheduled days off in May are glimmering like an oasis that I'm dragging myself toward like a ragged character in a a New Yorker cartoon.