Im going to buy lots of sexy clothes. I want to look hot and fashionable. Im only 19 and Ive never been able to look hot in all the latest fashions, cuz face it they just dont think of us big girls when it comes to fashion. The fashion world is getting better but I cant afford to drop $60 on a cute tank top So when I lose weight Im gonna dress sexy. Oh and Im going to do a photo shoot in only my underwear. I have done it recently but the outcome of the pictures just wasnt pleasant So when my body is smoking Im gonna take better pictures and keep the old ones for a reminder of "hey if you let yourself go THIS is what youll look like"